Saturday, October 31, 2009

The Lord will not abandon his people--Psalm 94

God has never rejected his people.

God, you are so mysterious to me. I do so want to have a sense of how you are present to me, how you call me, and what you really promise me.

Today I read Paul on how you love the Jewish people completely, never revoking your choice, but still extending your love through Jesus to me. I feel that I can only really find you through Jesus: ‘Whoever sees me, sees the Father.’

And Jesus constantly tells his disciples that they will find you through humility. Perhaps I try too hard to find your face, operating out of what I think I know for sure, instead of letting you find me in my humility. That’s what this parable of the wedding feast seems to be about.

Lord, only you can heal me in my yearnings. Teach me to hope more strongly in you.